When I'm in 'writer mode' it's easy for me to get lost in wanting to share my every thought, but awhile ago I decided to never put myself in that obligatory box. Sometimes, I write. Sometimes I'm a life mentor and help women get through their 'stuck-ness'. Sometimes, I have the privilege to perform distance energy healing. Sometimes, I read voraciously, sopping all the knowledge I can to learn more, more, more. Sometimes, I'm in my garden sowing seeds and reaping the fruits of my labour (you should see my beautiful tomatoes!). Sometimes, I'm cleaning poop out of the chicken coop or repairing the dam in the river to keep the river water flowing in our aqueduct system... Mother Nature keeps us on our toes! And sometimes, I rest and don't do anything at all.
Lately, I've been called to dig deeper and connect to my natural intuitive abilities. When I mentor my clients, I use intuitive guidance in a big way (an inner wisdom bubbles up), but I've never really stepped into my power. I know I have this gift, I don't question it, but truthfully I've been standing on the sidelines waiting for Spirit to tap me on the shoulder and say "Go for it... yes, YOU!" And since that hasn't happened, I've taken things into my own hands and started playing with oracle cards and fine-tuning my pendulum skills. I'm tapping into my higher Self, which is a lot of fun. I admit I suffer from woo woo shame... I usually just whisper it softly to avoid making any ripples in calm waters. But my tug is my tug, and if I look back, my tug has rarely looked rational or even reasonable. It's only after the fact that I see how it all comes together and makes sense. I have no idea if this is just a fun diversion for me or if this is the trickle that carves a new path. But I'm willing to see where it leads.
Many people might see my life and business as a jumble of mismatched skills with little direction, but I prefer to see it more like a bouquet... each individual flower adding to the overall beauty of the whole. My soul's purpose is not about following a specific career path... it's about the qualities I bring to all the things I do. If I can manage to sprinkle love and understanding onto everything I do, then I'm half way there.
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